Went around reading blogs. Went to blogs of people in my secondary school and poly and all.
I was just remembered how simple things were a few years ago.
When there was no backstabbing, tight deadline, bitching and talking about who can work and who can’t
When people were not obsessed with judging and you were just friends with everyone.
When everyone around is not obsessed with being emo and wondering why their life suck more than other’s. (hence giving them the right to whine and bemoan about everyone and everything)
When outings were schedule everyday after school.
They were right when they said in primary school that of all years of my youth, secondary school will be the most fun( pardon the grammar, I really can’t be bothered) .
I don’t like the way some things turned out here in my life.
I don’t like the back to back deadlines.
I don’t like how everything is so plasticky.
I dont like the endless pursuit of higher ground and hope you don’t fall once you’re on top.
I don’t like the fact how we are not supposed to show our weakness and put on a false front.
I don’t like the way some friends have become.
I HATE all the bitching that’s around and how I just take part in it as well.
But at the end of the day. This is a choice I’ve made and I’ll stick to it.
