Addictions never end. You just get distracted by something else that turns into an obsession, which then turns into another addiction.
Then when you get bored of this, you just find something else to do and think about to get rid of your addictions.
Occasionally, you go back to your previous addictions.
Thus, the vicious cycle begins again.
That aside.
Life have been, well, a rollercoaster ride of sorts (cliche huh). Somedays you feel like you can take anything life throws at you and other days you just wished you were dead.